I have been thinking about doing this post for a while
now. I think it is appropriate to put it
in now since it is one of the main reasons I have been absent from blog-land
lately. (I know I promised you I was
alive and ready for some blogging but summer might be a little sporadic)
I actually calculated that 53% of my waking hours during the 7 day week are spent
working, driving to/from work, or getting ready for work (and anyone who knows me knows that I don't spend alot of time "getting ready" for work...hehe). It comes out to 71% if you just count the 5 day work week.
Just a few days ago I actually used one of my vacation days
to get stuff done around the house. It
doesn’t sound like too much fun but it made me feel a million times
better. Then I could just enjoy spending
time with everyone in a (semi)clean house, it takes a load off. For whatever reason, I need to be completely
alone to do those things and focus.
Summer has been super busy with lots of fun things to with
the family. Obviously with the limited
amount of time I have in a day I have been choosing to do those things instead
of writing. I may not be meeting my
earlier goal of more “me” time, but I am having lots of fun.
I think there is enough mom guilt to go around. Moms that work always wish they could spend
more time with their kids and think they are missing out on so much. We envy and respect moms who stay home. But on the other hand, I believe that moms
who stay home probably have guilt about finances even though they are doing the
toughest job around. Why as women and
moms do we always feel so guilty no matter what? In my particular situation I have no choice
but to work and contribute financially to our family, and I do love my job and
feel that I make a difference. Some days
I am not even sure that I would be cut out to be a stay at home mom….that job
is hard! I respect the women who are
able to do it SO MUCH! After a long
weekend I am sometimes ready to pull my hair out with my 2 boys. But I do miss them every day and wish I had
more time and more freedom to do things with them. A flexible work schedule would be amazing but
my job has not caught up with the “family friendly” era of scheduling. And since I used up so much time taking 2 maternity leaves (all which had to come from my own sick and vacation time) I don't have alot of time built up for fun stuff. Alot of my days are used when the kids are sick and cannot go back to daycare until they are better.
I know my kids are being well cared for and I know that
their teachers think of things to do with them and teach them that I would
never think of. For that I am very
grateful. My motto as a working mommy
has been that if I put in quality to the time I spend with them then it can
make up for the lack of quantity of time.
Here is to the moms out there both working away from home and working in
the home! I say good job to you! And shame on you who judge a mom who chooses
to do one or the other that you may not agree with. Moms rock!
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